lama tak update. busy tak hingat october ni. suma cam zombie kat office tu.

anyway, mlm ni 3rd nite in Hanoi, 1st nite dinenr kat Director innovation Norway, nice food, lotsa vegetarian food. kat Hanoi ni majoriti food dia letak ba-alif-ba-ya. kena extremely careful. then viatnemese ni tak reti sgt sal vegetarian food ni

2nd nite layan nasi goreng seafood room service. lucky stay kat Fortuna Hotel (singaporean hotel), with very good rate. 4 stars hotel, but with that rate, we got executive lounge treatment, check in check out spesel, dgn capitol lounge nyer. okaylar dok pening2 pusing area Dang Ha street ni, yg dekat dgn Vietnam VEFAC ni, at least dok lapar p lepak kat lounge layan fruit juice, finger foods, coklat n yogurt.. hahaha

3rd nite. tghhari tak lunch. aiyoo maa.. depa kasi pizza.. chicken pizza... so kitorg ni dok layan kacang n kerepek dari pagi ke ptg. lucky lar breakfast i amik egg gak. so ptg tadi, dgn rombongan delegate dari Malaysia fm other companies, jadi kamcing sebab jumpa kat booth memasing kat vefac tu, kitorg serbu Nisa Restaurant, (32 Hang Tre pronounces as Hang Tier) senang citer kat Hanoi ni, nak p mana2 tulis terang2 alamat tu then tunjuk kat cab driver. (lagi satu sebab kamcing; dok nampak dari jauh yg pakai tudung, ada lar 2 org minah cun ni yg pakai tudung dari KL, 3 dari indon, tak rapat sgt, then ada sorg visitor dari KL)

satu citer sal cab driver, yg leh nak di harap skit, hanoi cab, mailinh, vida cab, kalo tak salah. yg tak cab driver tak pakai uniform tu, walopun mmg rupa cab ala2 hanoi cab gak.. jgn lar naik. kena cab meter tampered jenuh lah keluar millions of dongs.

haa one more thing in Hanoi (i think maybe in Ho Chi Minh as well kot) depa ni on the road, manjang honking. don't take this as offensive. honking is as an alert for them.

tang sampai simpang jer.. tak kira motor dari simpang mana depa leh berselirat lalu celah each other. but yg berjalan kaki, leh selamba kodok cross the junction/road tak kira lar dgn keta n motor berterabur crossing across, those will elak jugak yg pejalan kaki yg tgh melintas tu. paling cool i tgk sorg minah dgn short skirt, leh benti tgh2 crossroad tu about couple of second to text sth on her mobile. oh my!

then satu lagi.. scooter n vespa. this is consider as sign of status gak lar ni. mahai gak vespa kat sini. kalo yg kerja biasa2 leh nampak depa naik honda/yamaha motor biasa. yg cam executive skit, esp the ladies depa bawak vespa. siap heels yg 3 - 4inches tu.

in another word; this is a nice experience for me. always love to travel and see people and their countries :) sayangnyer tak sempat sgt nak lepak lelama.

anyway, mlm ni nak google up bit on water puppet theater. mlm esok kalo sempat nak p tgk.

memories come flooding in...

salam all...

yesterday was the last day in TV company. after 5 years. like i shared with my SM, so many blood, tears, sweat hidden btwn those 4 walls of TV. have learnt a lot definitely. and it's time to move on.

am nervous to start off with new career, new company in July. sth similar but not the same. new ofc now in GTower. so kena wake up much earlier. but hey.. dunno why, this morning, evethough i'm not working, i woke up more willingly and easily compared to other previous working days... hmmm ;) i think i know why.

anyway it was good farewell yesterday. actually the farewell start the day before even. dok sob sob here n there. the day before tu i pass around to key staffs thank you note. then my big boss panggil masuk bilik beri kata2 pujian, semangat suma sampai i xleh tahan. mmg berair mata nyer lar. n i baru nak mintak recommedation letter, tgk2 dah siap pun.. sebak lagi ooo....

pastu semlm, dari pagi ke ptg, sambil2 chase after last clients, sempat lagi sebak2, sendoff farewell email, ramai gak client replied.. pastu my key client called. i really like this guy a lot, professionally lar. he's big guy in one of ict glc.

btw got some pressies for farewell, of coz sum books... they all know i'm book addicts. hahaha then dapat teddy bears n pearl bracelet. so touched. then i cakap kat dorg oh.. masa bday tak dapat hadia haa.. masa resign dapat.. ni nak kena resign every month ni... haha

am enjoying my morning with my playlist.nak kemas2 all the official letters, study bit, then gotta balik temerloh afternoon.

wish me n pray for me for my new venture friends. hope this new chapter bring me new blessings. aamiiin.

:)

on my way back from office today, dok menengok bulan siang mengambang bulat... indahnya ciptaan Allah.. subhanallah

just wanna share this song from walter meego - in my dreams

10:43 PM

i said

'the opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference. if there's hate, there's still connection.. when the 'don't care' kicks in.. then you know it's a confirmed closure'

Salam everyone.

wishing everyone tahun yg dipermudahkan segala urusan. moga kalian dan saya jua, dibawah limpah berkatNya sepanjang tahun.

aamiiin.

people shooting. you have to choose. her or me.

dr. altman and dr. hunt's scene on season6 last episode. put life up on perspective. even sometime you tried to put yourself out of the equation, it's not going to work. you maybe need to get yourself out of the equation to see the big picture. whatever it is... make up your mind, decide and take responsibilities of your choices. you might end up being so happy over your choices, it beats the stress over contemplations of choices to be made,

or you might end up being dissapointed ot worst, hurted (physically, emotionally, all aspects) because of the choices. if this is the case, the best you could get out of the consequences is you learn. you live, and you grow, from the choices that you've made.

either way, the choices are you. it make you up as a person. never regret.

life is about choices, as Derek's voiceover, on the extended episode version:
'the human life is made up of choices. Yes or no. In or out. Up or down. And then there are the choices that matter. To love or hate. To be a hero or to be a coward. To fight or to give in. To live... or die.'

just came back from the special pre-screening @tgv klcc for social network.

i remember loggin on fb for among the earliest in malaysia (i believe i was, let me be the believer) masa tu malaysia network pun among early PCrians. how a simple idea developed into usd250 billion worth of a corporation, it falls on the hands of those genius!

and i believe it applies on these basics: catering to what people want (not what you want them to want), to keep things simple and cool, and keep the passion fired up to share it. (and do not sucked up to the capitalist advertisers or capitalist, period!, too soon, at least, let the venture capitalist hold certain shares, but do not be a sell out, or else you became like the inventor of victoria's secret, terjun jambatan after the value of the companies skyrocketed from mere usd4b, this is according to sean parker as on the movie lar)

wonder if there's going to be a movie on twitter lak after this?

There are times in life… especially nearing to milestones… you'll feel, indeed you will be on crossroads.

When such times come, then in order for you to make decision, you'll search deep in your souls, what is your value exactly, what is it in life you're looking for.. Suddenly you realize, you've changed.

You might no longer have yourself as priority, you have people that depending on you. You have responsibilities that at times taking toll on you, but it's your responsibilities nevertheless and you gotta take care of it.

So how the hell on earth shall we take care of all that, without living on constant stress?

I might found my solutions… but am I dare enough to act on it? At first I thot I gotta do it, then in order to take the stress out of the equation, I want to change the 'got to do it' to 'I choose to do it' scenario.

May Allah bless me and open up easy and fruitful paths for me.

Fuh.. No wonder Harry Porter movie as well getting darker once the trio getting older, yet they're still in their teen ages… if Harry lived on till 'ol years… what would be of the stories ya?

PS: I'm so un-fulfilled of the 'road movie theme' of HP7… coz I wanna watch what happen next.. Please lar HP8 come sooner…