hey! your heart being beaten up and broken (not literally of course, i mean relationship-wise) is not a bad thing at all! since this few months back, keep on losing weighs.. and the top of the ice cream, last two day, when the broken off is official, guess what? i just eat once daily! wow, good for my diet. i really cannot remember what happen on that night, (pretty much feel like a zombie...) what i know is, the next day, my colleagues and bosses ask me, what happened to my eyes, so swollen, and i didn;t walk straight... opss... i don't take booze yah! it's just, maybe cos i didn't sleep whole night, and spent the night crying my eyes out... maybe...

then yesterday, my boss actually buy me food from the restaurant he went to. somehow he knew that i didn't consider eating at all for lunch, he bought me mee goreng mamak... nice! but i manage to eat 3 forkfull, then i brought that back home.. and ate about almost half of it (wooowww) before just left in and throw it away the next day

the just now, i went down packed a lunch for me, end up, two spoons of rice go in my mouth, and i packed again the food.. seriously i cannot eat! yeay! hope can loose weights!!

oh ya back to my question... how do i mend a broken heart? any suggestion? i'm up to any suggestion, as i'm a bit tired of getting my pillow damp wet every night, as i have to wash it more frequently... hmmm i'm thinking of taking up new hobbies.. actually old hobby but forgotten already.. playing guitars! i'm so gonna look around for the guitar kapuk next month! yeay!

what else huh? well.. i'm keeping myself busy, yesterday i went back from office after 6.45pm only, when everyone else left on 5.30pm already. rather be in the office, preparing my conference next week, then being in my room at my place by myself....

hey.. any suggestions, drop it in for me, i would like to consider some new thingy to do :)