interest: want to study Dr Spencer Wells' study/research on our ancestors journey on the earth, The Journey of Man: A Genetic Odyssey
songs...JT, Katy Perry, Corrine Bailey Rae, Kate Havnevik, Whitney Houston
song of the month: 'Exhale (Shoop Shoop)' Whitney Houston, 'I'd like to' Corrine Bailey Ray, 'Senorita' Justin Timberlake
books...Marian Keyes' series (Watermelon, repeat :D), Money Rule by Carol Yip, looking for: 'Wild Swans: Three Daughters of China' by Jung Chang (flamingo) it's the winner of the 1992 NCR Book Award, about communism in China, great book!; and 'Merasakan Kehadiran Tuhan' by Dr. Yusuf Qardhawi
movies...planning to watch 1. transformer2, harry potter, 17again
something about me...
chomel's lurves
flower…rose
color…pink, but now.. i prefer green more... esp soothing soft green... also the money-color green :D
books…fiction, chick-flick, self-improvement, political, practically any subject under the sun that can interest me
time of day…dawn
past time doing…reading, singing, communicate, writing, day-dreaming, twittering, bit facebooking, dun really die-hard facebook, listening to music, surfing the net
tv... my no1 fave is GREY's ANATOMY, i'm a die-hard fan! seriously!, other includes globetrekker @travel&adventurechannel, csi @axn, theapprentice, friends, less than perfect @starworld
all time fave movies...disney&pixar's movies (shark tale, monster's inc, finding nemo, etc), romantic comedy, kuch kuch hota hai, the negotiator, james bond's series with pierce brosnan
animal...cats
people...babies, sincere person, cheerful and talkative buddy
chomel's desire
to be successful in life and career... being inspired and inspiring others!
career...i want some dynamic career that give me space to be myself
entertainment...fiction novels, and fly.fm, DVDs
vacation...ehmmm... somehwere tranquil and peaceful
world...the elimination of all kinds of weapon that can harm human, and for all human not to over work. we are way too abandoning others in our life.
task@responsibility...organize an event, like engineering show. i love organizing event.
contribution...i want to inspire people to not afraid to be what they really want to be!
top-most dream...to live my life to the fullest! giving and receiving from people around me, especially those i love most, my family n my buddies
chomel's well known
my mood swings...
outspoken
witty
procrastinator (i have to get rid of this bad, bad habit)
good motivator
like to deal with new things
easily bored
knowing what i want in my life, and have the nerve to work for it, no matter what other people is saying
i'm feeling...
happy and blessed... a lot of new challenges! relationship wise, i'm still single and available, and enjoying it!
chomel's to do
to re-develop myself, i am detoxing myself, spiritually, emotionally, physically, and including my deteriorated identity, after been adapting to the swearing and bitching identity in last job, i gotta cleanse my tounge as well
develop myself to be calmer, and to be able to work under pressure with calm n collected manner (sound idealistic huh??)
been blogging since
august 9th, 2004
this is the place to pour out my feelings...
this is the place i share my thots...
this is the place i let others know how wonderful life is :)
salam and greetings all. i'm paying a special tribute to whomever that have been betrayed by someone, especially those who near and dear to the heart.
after about 6 months of my broke up with the X, i know i'm moving on, but the pain still linger, linger until now. my tears still rolling at nights, damping my pillow, and my heart still can feel the pain of betrayal.
especially after 5 years together, we've celebrated for last 5 years of our birthdays, our anniversaries, all the raya aidilfitri, aidiladha, i was even celebrating it at his home with his family, we also celebrate our month-versaries, which is on every 16th of every month, together, it was so hard to let go all those 5 years of my life and my dreams. i was so ready to be his wife and if Allah willing, to be the mother to our children as well... but the X simply betrayed all those promises and commitment and stole those dreams away and present it to someone else... only after about couple of months of the break up.
but i've learnt a lot. i learnt to live my life now, for me.. and for Lillahi Ta'ala. and i've learnt the sweetest revenge as well: to forgive, to forget and to let go.
if, and only if, any part of the X heart is still some compassion, i know he'll feel guilty for the rest of his life. but as for me, Allah loves me dearly, that Allah gives me the 'exit strategy' right before i got married to him, so that i'm free to be happy for the rest of my life.
please be assured that this tribute is not about bashing anyone, not even those that had done the betraying, as i symphatize them, for having to live with the guilt for the rest of their life.
but this tribute is for those that had been betrayed. seek deep down in your heart... this betrayal is actually God's way showing that you're loved, and you deserve much better and true happiness for the rest of your life.
so, forgive... forget... let go the heavy chain of bad memories... and be free to be happy. as for Muslims... live your life Lillahi Ta'ala.
PS: please friends pray i'll always be strong and happy. oh ya, for those that haven't seen me for a while, i've changed :) would love to meet up and share you guys' the new and improved Azlin... ahaks!
Name May 27, 2008 07:13 PM PDT tan chui mee is it? i think i remember you.. of coz i'm okay :) i feel so blessed. life got ups and downs... where are you now? you're in sony is it? seremban?
