interest: want to study Dr Spencer Wells' study/research on our ancestors journey on the earth, The Journey of Man: A Genetic Odyssey
songs...JT, Katy Perry, Corrine Bailey Rae, Kate Havnevik, Whitney Houston
song of the month: 'Exhale (Shoop Shoop)' Whitney Houston, 'I'd like to' Corrine Bailey Ray, 'Senorita' Justin Timberlake
books...Marian Keyes' series (Watermelon, repeat :D), Money Rule by Carol Yip, looking for: 'Wild Swans: Three Daughters of China' by Jung Chang (flamingo) it's the winner of the 1992 NCR Book Award, about communism in China, great book!; and 'Merasakan Kehadiran Tuhan' by Dr. Yusuf Qardhawi
movies...planning to watch 1. transformer2, harry potter, 17again
something about me...
chomel's lurves
flower…rose
color…pink, but now.. i prefer green more... esp soothing soft green... also the money-color green :D
books…fiction, chick-flick, self-improvement, political, practically any subject under the sun that can interest me
time of day…dawn
past time doing…reading, singing, communicate, writing, day-dreaming, twittering, bit facebooking, dun really die-hard facebook, listening to music, surfing the net
tv... my no1 fave is GREY's ANATOMY, i'm a die-hard fan! seriously!, other includes globetrekker @travel&adventurechannel, csi @axn, theapprentice, friends, less than perfect @starworld
all time fave movies...disney&pixar's movies (shark tale, monster's inc, finding nemo, etc), romantic comedy, kuch kuch hota hai, the negotiator, james bond's series with pierce brosnan
animal...cats
people...babies, sincere person, cheerful and talkative buddy
chomel's desire
to be successful in life and career... being inspired and inspiring others!
career...i want some dynamic career that give me space to be myself
entertainment...fiction novels, and fly.fm, DVDs
vacation...ehmmm... somehwere tranquil and peaceful
world...the elimination of all kinds of weapon that can harm human, and for all human not to over work. we are way too abandoning others in our life.
task@responsibility...organize an event, like engineering show. i love organizing event.
contribution...i want to inspire people to not afraid to be what they really want to be!
top-most dream...to live my life to the fullest! giving and receiving from people around me, especially those i love most, my family n my buddies
chomel's well known
my mood swings...
outspoken
witty
procrastinator (i have to get rid of this bad, bad habit)
good motivator
like to deal with new things
easily bored
knowing what i want in my life, and have the nerve to work for it, no matter what other people is saying
i'm feeling...
happy and blessed... a lot of new challenges! relationship wise, i'm still single and available, and enjoying it!
chomel's to do
to re-develop myself, i am detoxing myself, spiritually, emotionally, physically, and including my deteriorated identity, after been adapting to the swearing and bitching identity in last job, i gotta cleanse my tounge as well
develop myself to be calmer, and to be able to work under pressure with calm n collected manner (sound idealistic huh??)
been blogging since
august 9th, 2004
this is the place to pour out my feelings...
this is the place i share my thots...
this is the place i let others know how wonderful life is :)
why oh why.. somehow i found myself not as expressive as i used to be. where's our freedom of expression??
well, i'm gonna take charge of my own minds and feelings. (easier said than done!)
about my day first and foremost, i took a day off today. i need to clear my head. i feel so overwhelmed with my current task. especially this one special staff of mine. i've done all ways that i could think of to get her to bring in the result. she has done the job, but she has not done the job correctly! i've done giving her the chance to take charge herself, alas, i guess she's too immatured to take charge on her own, at this juncture, i've done intimidating her, i've done perli2 her.. isk.. what else could i do huh? i've done direct order, definitely... uggggh... relax!
oh ya, about my day, spent the morning at my place, laze around, then after Zuhur, went out to Bukit Bintang. Fuh.. a pleasure to shop where you're not suffocated by peoples mulling around, every single square inch of the space! just a quick one, i need new shoes... (true blue lady) and new work shirt.
about weekend just 'lepak'ing with family. but saturday, i babysit that two rugrats, nazhiff and naufal.. my goodness! so noti, noti. habis langsir ditarik dek nazhiff. tak tau berapa kali kena babab kat betis dia ari tu. ptg tu, kitorang lepak2 main2. this boy actually so smart, but i guess, he's being nakal to attract people's attention. material attention vs emotional attention is two different things.. small children are seeking for the later one compare to the first one, so enough giving them all the toys, or dine out, or trips here and there, they just need your time and attention, and you to discipline them
the other one, naufal.. same case, keep on merengek, until finally he closed his eyes for his nap. i guess he didn't want to be left alone.
about muah feeling same thing goes to me i guess. i feel lonely. i'm not asking for people to agree with me all - the - time. but when people thought that you're so damn strong lady, that you needed the pushes in order to gain more.. than at one point of time, you'll feel so lonely... thinking 'am i doing the right thing? am i in the right direction? why nobody want to acknowledge that to me?'
i know what i am doing, i've planned on the things i am doing, but time to time, i do feel lonely, when there's no cheerleaders, no person that know what goes inside of me, go cheering me on, to make me want to stand up right and march ahead towards my dreams...
