interest: want to study Dr Spencer Wells' study/research on our ancestors journey on the earth, The Journey of Man: A Genetic Odyssey
songs...JT, Katy Perry, Corrine Bailey Rae, Kate Havnevik, Whitney Houston
song of the month: 'Exhale (Shoop Shoop)' Whitney Houston, 'I'd like to' Corrine Bailey Ray, 'Senorita' Justin Timberlake
books...Marian Keyes' series (Watermelon, repeat :D), Money Rule by Carol Yip, looking for: 'Wild Swans: Three Daughters of China' by Jung Chang (flamingo) it's the winner of the 1992 NCR Book Award, about communism in China, great book!; and 'Merasakan Kehadiran Tuhan' by Dr. Yusuf Qardhawi
movies...planning to watch 1. transformer2, harry potter, 17again
something about me...
chomel's lurves
flower…rose
color…pink, but now.. i prefer green more... esp soothing soft green... also the money-color green :D
books…fiction, chick-flick, self-improvement, political, practically any subject under the sun that can interest me
time of day…dawn
past time doing…reading, singing, communicate, writing, day-dreaming, twittering, bit facebooking, dun really die-hard facebook, listening to music, surfing the net
tv... my no1 fave is GREY's ANATOMY, i'm a die-hard fan! seriously!, other includes globetrekker @travel&adventurechannel, csi @axn, theapprentice, friends, less than perfect @starworld
all time fave movies...disney&pixar's movies (shark tale, monster's inc, finding nemo, etc), romantic comedy, kuch kuch hota hai, the negotiator, james bond's series with pierce brosnan
animal...cats
people...babies, sincere person, cheerful and talkative buddy
chomel's desire
to be successful in life and career... being inspired and inspiring others!
career...i want some dynamic career that give me space to be myself
entertainment...fiction novels, and fly.fm, DVDs
vacation...ehmmm... somehwere tranquil and peaceful
world...the elimination of all kinds of weapon that can harm human, and for all human not to over work. we are way too abandoning others in our life.
task@responsibility...organize an event, like engineering show. i love organizing event.
contribution...i want to inspire people to not afraid to be what they really want to be!
top-most dream...to live my life to the fullest! giving and receiving from people around me, especially those i love most, my family n my buddies
chomel's well known
my mood swings...
outspoken
witty
procrastinator (i have to get rid of this bad, bad habit)
good motivator
like to deal with new things
easily bored
knowing what i want in my life, and have the nerve to work for it, no matter what other people is saying
i'm feeling...
happy and blessed... a lot of new challenges! relationship wise, i'm still single and available, and enjoying it!
chomel's to do
to re-develop myself, i am detoxing myself, spiritually, emotionally, physically, and including my deteriorated identity, after been adapting to the swearing and bitching identity in last job, i gotta cleanse my tounge as well
develop myself to be calmer, and to be able to work under pressure with calm n collected manner (sound idealistic huh??)
been blogging since
august 9th, 2004
this is the place to pour out my feelings...
this is the place i share my thots...
this is the place i let others know how wonderful life is :)
about trust
how much should you trust your boyfriend? not just any boyfriend, but a future husband of yours? how much can you trust your fiance? how much would it be, before it's going to hurt you, the trust you have on your husband?
i am so confused... i know he love me dearly, but sometimes i do sense that he's been doing something behind my back, and trying to cover it up, and not telling me.
the things is, should couples share everything in thier life? what do you think of harmless flings, or just an online friendship? ugh, life is not easy, let alone the relationship games.
i used to naively believed that couple should trust each other completely, there's no secret between the two of the couples. but i guess, that is not realistic, not achievable, isn't it shuq? i think you know very well about this...
i am willing to declare myself as to be trustworthy, 110%, i mean, i won't lie, i won't cheat, and i won't do anything that might harm our relationship, behind his back. but is it worth it? i mean is it fair? if i am willing to do so, but not the case of him?
i adore him, i love him so much! i never ever want to hurt him, let alone lie or cheat him, as i believe, if we lie to someone, it is as if we do not respect them, thier intelligence, and diginity. does that apply to others too? do others see it the same way as me? please answer me somebody... i need to know.. HOW MUCH CAN I TRUST A MAN?
about a song
i wanna share a song that i'm listening at this moment, sebenarnya from Man Bai, here's the lyrics...
mungkinkah itu hanya kau berpura
kata yang lafaz dari bibirmu
mungkinkah itu hanya seketika
bagaikan embun di hujung rumput
bagaikan embun di hujung rumput
katamu hanya ku yang dimimpi
tiada selainnya dariku
akan ku padamkan lilin cintamu
jika kau menolak cintaku
jika kau menolak cintaku
benarkah apa yang dikau katakan
makin resah jiwaku
apa buktinya aku yang kau cinta
tunjukkanlah oh kasih oh kasih,
kekasih oh...
sebenarnya, hati ini sepertimu
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