I feel so lonely, like I am an only child, with no parents, and no one that care about me at all. I do feel it now.

 

I was yearning for help, for support, for understanding, from those that I thought actually care about me, but guess what I got? More depression, more heartrending words and blathering comments. I don’t need all that, all I want is some care, some concern, some attention, some love… I guess I am not getting all that now from the people I love most.

 

I have to stand on my own. I don’t where can I get all the strength… all I can do is to pray to Allah, to let me to have strength to move on, and face all these…

 

I am so sick, so lonely… so depressed… Ya Allah, hanya Kau yang memahami, berikanlah aku kekuatan dan ketenangan serta kesabaran untuk ku hadapi semua ini. Berikanlah aku kecemerlangan, ya Allah.

 

 

Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me)

Told you everything loud and clear

(But nobody’s listening)

(Call to you so clearly but you don’t want to hear me)

Told you everything loud and clear

(But nobody’s listening)

 

I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress

handfull of anger, held in my chest

And everything left’s a waste of time

I hate my rhymes, but hate everyone else’s more

I’m riding on the back of this pressure

Guessing that it’s better I can’t keep myself together

Because all of this stress gave me something to write on

The pain gave me something I could set my sights on

Never forget the blood sweat and tears

The uphill struggle over years the fear and

Trash talking and the people it was to

And the people that started it just like you                  linkin park… nobody’s listening.