well, i really am chilling out at this moment. arrive KL on saturday last week, guess what, my luggages were left behind in Amsterdam airport, i guess Allah just dropping a helpful hand, as my parents could not pick me up from the airport as the car got problem, so i kind of gotta go back to hometown by myself, and as i've told you earlier, as the luggages were stranded in Amsterdam, i was kinda lenggang kankong je lah going back by bus from KL to Temerloh with only my backpack :D

mak already ask abg hamdan to help pick me up from KLIA and send me to pekeliling, see another help from Allah, abg hamdan was suppose to work on that day, but suddenly he took the day off, as he gotta go somewhere, so he collected me from KLIA, we went for breakfast in Masjid India while waiting to go to a Money Changer there, as KLIA's bank do not accept Scotland pound... see, another help... wow.. I think Allah really had blessed my decision of quitting slb. maybe because i cannot put Him first, maybe other muslim can, but i've tried and i know i couldn't. so it is a very good decision.

the whole week... yihaaa... really interesting... i've spent my time chilling out... soing nothing but TV TV TV... ehehe dahler period.. so lagiler... sakan. but i notice something new... whatever time it was i sleep in the nite, i will always wake up around subuh time, eventhough i cannot pray... ehmm... it is an improvement.. as aku ni liat skit nak bangun pagi... harap2.. berkekalan.

anyway, the thing i miss most about being in Labuan is, being able to pack and ferry myself to Brunei to see my fiance, or he's coming to Labuan to see me. ehm... i miss him so much. he's coming either june or july, man.. it is another two months to come... sabar dear... oh anything else i missed about lLabuan? NIL... NO.. NONE.. i am just happy being away from that place :D because last time i feel hopeless being there, as i don't have the oppurtunity to go back hometown, any time, and it was verry difficult for me to go to Brunei as well, as i was working daily, including sunday.man.. i'm busting my backside off last time... so hard work...

oklar... i gtg... nak settle some housework.. oh my, i'm becoming a boring housewife.. ahaks.. just kidding.. i'm just making myself useful around the house. i gotta unpack my luggage, though.. haha yup, haven't unpacked yet... eheheh mim aliff, lam aliff sin... ekekek

to those whom been loyal to reading my blogs, i hope you guys learn something from my blogs... i wanna you guys to know that, whatever it is, we have to make a decision based on what we want in life. some may want money, some want career, but all i want is to be happy here and hereafter, and i figured out, to be happy both here and hereafter, i'll got it if i live the Islam way of life... so ally my life, i'll learn to put Allah first, and everything will fall nicely at their own rightful place...

Ya Allah, kurniakan ku kekuatan untuk menjadi umatMu yang Kau berkarti dan redhai... kurniakanku kebahagiaan yang Kau redhai di dunia dan akhirat.... hanya Kau lah cintaku yang hakiki... berikan ku kekuatan untukku menbentuk cinta yang Kau berkati dari dan kepada mereka yang ku kasihi..., keluargaku, tunangku, dan sahabat sahabiahku... aamiiin...