check out Natasha Bedingfield's unwritten's lyric...

I am unwritten can't read my mind I'm undefined
I'm just beginning the pen's in my hand ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your innovations
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one elseno one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Ohohoh

I break tradition sometimes my tries are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes but I can't live that way

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten (p/s: i almost cried while listening to this verse...)

this morning, i was accidentally turned to MTV channel, and saw Natasha Bedingfield's unwritten videoclip. the lyric somehow made me pondering about what am i going to write for the rest of unwritten part of my life... i am having the biggest chance i ever had in directing the rest of my life.

i know, i'll get this deepdown scar stuff settled asap. i need to, so that i can freely be the best me, that i used to have. i still can taste the feeling of content i used to have back then... i miss that feeling.