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chomel
June 1st
Female
KL


~the lady named chomel~
~a true Gemini~
~seeking the meaning of life, in this wonderful world~
~just feel it!~

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living the wonderful life



current happening

  • living and enjoying my life!
  • treasuring my friends, old and new
  • interest: want to study Dr Spencer Wells' study/research on our ancestors journey on the earth, The Journey of Man: A Genetic Odyssey
  • songs...JT, Katy Perry, Corrine Bailey Rae, Kate Havnevik, Whitney Houston
  • song of the month: 'Exhale (Shoop Shoop)' Whitney Houston, 'I'd like to' Corrine Bailey Ray, 'Senorita' Justin Timberlake
  • books...Marian Keyes' series (Watermelon, repeat :D), Money Rule by Carol Yip, looking for: 'Wild Swans: Three Daughters of China' by Jung Chang (flamingo) it's the winner of the 1992 NCR Book Award, about communism in China, great book!; and 'Merasakan Kehadiran Tuhan' by Dr. Yusuf Qardhawi
  • movies...planning to watch 1. transformer2, harry potter, 17again



  • something about me...

    chomel's lurves
  • flower…rose
  • color…pink, but now.. i prefer green more... esp soothing soft green... also the money-color green :D
  • books…fiction, chick-flick, self-improvement, political, practically any subject under the sun that can interest me
  • time of day…dawn
  • past time doing…reading, singing, communicate, writing, day-dreaming, twittering, bit facebooking, dun really die-hard facebook, listening to music, surfing the net
  • stuff...cute things, soft throw pillow, nice duvet/comforter
  • dress...long skirt, abaya, jubah seluar
  • tv... my no1 fave is GREY's ANATOMY, i'm a die-hard fan! seriously!, other includes globetrekker @travel&adventurechannel, csi @axn, theapprentice, friends, less than perfect @starworld
  • all time fave movies...disney&pixar's movies (shark tale, monster's inc, finding nemo, etc), romantic comedy, kuch kuch hota hai, the negotiator, james bond's series with pierce brosnan
  • animal...cats
  • people...babies, sincere person, cheerful and talkative buddy


  • chomel's desire
  • to be successful in life and career... being inspired and inspiring others!
  • career...i want some dynamic career that give me space to be myself
  • entertainment...fiction novels, and fly.fm, DVDs
  • vacation...ehmmm... somehwere tranquil and peaceful
  • world...the elimination of all kinds of weapon that can harm human, and for all human not to over work. we are way too abandoning others in our life.
  • task@responsibility...organize an event, like engineering show. i love organizing event.
  • contribution...i want to inspire people to not afraid to be what they really want to be!
  • top-most dream...to live my life to the fullest! giving and receiving from people around me, especially those i love most, my family n my buddies


  • chomel's well known

  • my mood swings...
  • outspoken
  • witty
  • procrastinator (i have to get rid of this bad, bad habit)
  • good motivator
  • like to deal with new things
  • easily bored
  • knowing what i want in my life, and have the nerve to work for it, no matter what other people is saying


  • i'm feeling...

    happy and blessed... a lot of new challenges! relationship wise, i'm still single and available, and enjoying it!


    chomel's to do

  • to re-develop myself, i am detoxing myself, spiritually, emotionally, physically, and including my deteriorated identity, after been adapting to the swearing and bitching identity in last job, i gotta cleanse my tounge as well
  • develop myself to be calmer, and to be able to work under pressure with calm n collected manner (sound idealistic huh??)


    been blogging since
    august 9th, 2004

  • this is the place to pour out my feelings...
  • this is the place i share my thots...
  • this is the place i let others know how wonderful life is :)




  • blogroll/following the page of:

    Mai (her daily life in japan)
    REM (the naked climatologist)
    Anilnetto (journalism from the heart)
    Nose4News (the truth is out there)
    The Onion (it's THE Onion, nuff said)

    chomel's entries

    coping with life
  • yeay! got grey's season 4 dvd!
  • i had a good weeked, and ouh, a new motorola v9!
  • a good afternoon
  • Goooood morning people!
  • 'i'm yours... song of the month
  • 'subuh' yang baru...
  • eye on Malaysia.. n i'm on karak hi way at this moment
  • paintball... woohoooo!
  • what now??
  • another day
  • visits to the two orphanages last weekend
  • bengkeknyeer dengan maxis broadband!!
  • testing.. maxis broadband
  • i love my life
  • it's my birthday!
  • i miss him...
  • starting off a new project!
  • a tribute to those betrayed
  • liar...
  • how do i mend a broken heart?
  • here in temerloh
  • lost (the premier of lost's second season, my view..)
  • books (that i've read, and would love to read)
  • it's 2 am (nerves on MAERSK's IQ Test)
  • a bleak eid (a month's happening)
  • what's the colour of your room? (painting my room in lavender and baby blue-ish)
  • my lil couz now in egypt (all the best to eton for her study!)
  • macam-macam ada
  • my wishlist (things/stuff that i would LOVE to have/get for a present wink wink!)
  • i am writing the unwritten... but uh, where do i start?
  • meooooow... and oh, my ol' day in campus (list of my extra Q, what a buzzy bee!)
  • tenggelam dalam diri (still cooping with the depression)
  • mencari damai di Johor Bahru (membawa rajuk di hati)
  • i am a green eyed jealousy queen (sakitnya cemburu!)
  • my life is a BIG roller coaster ride (exit med checkup at Twin Tower Med ctr, and stay in crown plaza)
  • fnz '97 spice girls (reminiscing and, my first time puking on a bus ride!)
  • life is goooood... (getting out of unnecessary stress, coming back from scotland)
  • that's it... khalas (i quit slb, it's a tough decision, but i feel content)
  • i've made my decision. (when the physical started to protest)
  • my first job WOOHOOO (schedule for real first job)
  • ........... (numb)
  • 4 hours exam... aduuuh
  • nobody... not really (i feel so lonely)
  • some people just don't know what they are talking about (hate being judged without justified judgement!)
  • i don't feel good
  • i am sick
  • nak tengok gambar ke? (heavenly scotland mountainy n loch ness trip)
  • second day... sejuuuk... snow (loch ness, and first time grabbing the snow!)
  • woohooo! trip to braveheart county (my escape)
  • hangry, very am hangry (when hungry and angry strike at the same time!)
  • it's 1.15AM and i've just finish my log here in ofc.. aaaa (i worked, in the field, 13 and a half hour straight, not even a wee wee break!)
  • entahlah labuu... (screwed up!)
  • i'm so p**sed off! (the unexpected test)
  • egh pening
  • ler lawak (another eve in the ofc, n chicken tikka, the only protein source while i'm in scotland, indian's food)
  • siap satuuu (work from 8am to 8pm and NO LUNCH!)
  • baliklaaa (another eve @d ofc, and going to Morrison's for groc)
  • what's in store for us tomorrow??
  • lapaaaar
  • Easter Holiday... but man, i'm working my a** off (and first encounter of daylight saving, eheheh zuhur awal ek ari ni zaza?)
  • P E peeee... N A T nat! (physically and emotionally, but still am surviving)
  • YES!
  • Whalla
  • ---blank--- (fatigue from sawing STEEL!)
  • oh my...
  • not ABERDEEN dear, it's LIVINGSTON (my journey, wrong airport, first time ever step in a EUROPIAN country, and gotta dare myself to survive finding ways to the destination)
  • aaaaagh
  • Transit in Amsterdam... (my flight, KL-bangkok-amsterdam-aberdeen, listening to KRU's song via my laptop in amsterdam airport, chilling out on the plane)
  • Aberdeen! Here i come...
  • alhamdullillah... (passed the entrance exam, after releasing my stress in brunei, love spending time my lovey in tutong, n BSB, playing football, menyamal... ahaks)
  • here me again.... muahahaha (when the bullies went offshore!)
  • another freakin' day
  • wanna see me??? (in my slb blue overall)
  • what is exactly WHAT i want??? (confusion)
  • aaaaghhhhh (HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO ALL BRUNEIAN!, and my new fav sport, basketball)
  • lunch nyum nyum... (Sabar Menanti, in Labuan)
  • confuse... ???
  • keroje keroje keroje
  • buzzy bee (and, tonite i am going to AF2 consert in Labuan)
  • Pre-employement Medical Examination and all! (and painting the coffeeshop)
  • Salam Aidilfitri~Eidul Fitr Mubarak (and slb interview in MIRI, first time ever board a plane, yippee! all by myself!)
  • phew! it was thrilling! (slb's phonecall interview, and about bazaar ramadhan)
  • here comes me... (TV3's MI vs TV1 Tilawah Al-Quran)
  • cobalah untuk setia (a great song sang by Kris Dayanti)
  • just another weekend (dreaming about the ol' flame)
  • harga sebuah kepercayaan (how far can we trust another person?)
  • things won't jump-started by themselves... (tending the side yard, and about forwarded email, should we trust 'em blindly?)
  • resetting the mindset... (continued) (mother's experience on Japanese & communist occupation)
  • resetting the mindset (loving, truly loving, the hectic life)
  • communicate! (the need to express)
  • monday morning... (multitasking... kuch kuch hota hai)
  • about saturday and about sunday... (coping with -'ve nagging mother, denise austin's aerobic VCD ruined, uhuks)
  • let's be in love (long distance relationship)
  • Brunei royal wedding.
  • wannabe (naive me hic)
  • i am so sad... (whom to turn to, when even your family would not want to understand and support you?)
  • it's a mundane day (a job-less life, sigh)
  • where am i heading to? (FIRST ENTRY!)

    through a gemini's eyes, by a gemini's thot
  • glancing through the past...
  • well hey...
  • Sure ways to forget your ex
  • living ur expectation or living ur reality?
  • lost (now i am lost.. and am losing myself)
  • 'Kian' pada pendengaran telinga, mata dan mata hati chomel (tafsiran lagu Kian pada chomel)
  • lesson of life... be strong! (pohon kekuatan dariNya, bukan dari manusia lain)
  • ekspresi malaysia (why more malaysian hooked up to blogs, portals, the net basically)
  • choose (we have the right to choose our life's direction!)
  • kisah bulu roma (be thankful, then you'll be happy)
  • less than perfect (life will be for ever less than perfect)
  • sigh (it's another merdeka meaningless fiesta)
  • jerubu lagi (oh oh, we're in trouble!)
  • hah! backfired! (kudos to Mawi for winning the AF's title)
  • apa erti merdeka
  • haprak (you bad, greedy, capitalist!)
  • we are one (Dr Spencer Well's A Man Journey)
  • bullies (the reason behind my depression)
  • TO DO (power to choose, being wise in balancing)
  • Pre-employement Medical Examination and all! (you'll be crazy if seeking for everyone's approval, yet Allah's standard is the best approval guideline that we can happily lived on!) when things get in between... (things vs human)
  • you won't get everything you want in life (He's will always be there)
  • resetting the mindset... (continued) (living with needs not wants, another point to ponder about zapping stress)
  • monday morning... (about one race Malaysia, oh dear, we should be thankful of who we are, Allah already created us perfectly human, with multiple race, be urself, and accept other people, live in harmony, susah sangat ke?)

    creative xpressions
  • malam dan siang
  • it's okay
  • khianat cinta
  • pantun hati (i) (kata-kata rindu)
  • aku seorang perempuan (a poem, of a damsel in distress)
  • Dunia Tipu-tipu (short story on the reality tv's hype)
  • siapa (tribute to the man whom always be by my side)
  • communicate! (a poem titled gelap)
  • today
  • kasihmu
  • flowers in the storm...

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  • Sunday, November 01, 2009
    brunei... here i am.. once again and am so damn nervous!

    i'm at the empire already, reach here around 6pm plus.

    BIBD inhouse program, already set up, i just need to open, then off to the meetings. moga2 Allah mudahkan urusanku.

    flying RBA.. eerr.. so ~ so. the service, not that bad, but hmm out of 5, i'll give somewhere 2.5 - 3, as the smile and service, well, the truth is i can feel the fakeness in the service! the food.. who would like airlines food, this food will fall nicely in that category

    taxi? hmm well bit steep maa the fare, but ok lar. what to do, no other choice. and i arrange immediately with pak haji for my transportation with him throughout this three days.

    the empire. need i to comment? fab! btw, i bought a tix already for MJ this is it at the empire cinema. woohoo! stay at waterfall... so damn sunyi lar.. but i like. surely one of my honeymoon top choice of destination... truly this place is sooo sooo nice for honeymooners... wish could get the corporate rate again next time.. opss.. and wish could get the hubby to go to honeymoon to :D ahaks!

    what else. oh ya, empire's service? out of 5, i must say 4.5! it could get the perfect 5 if there are no 'smirkness' everytime the staffs (note the 's') acknowledge that i'm from Malaysia? y? so cikai ke malaysia? but not all staff like that, the other 70% is truly friendly, and give the best. i like! plus i got this free wifi, near to my room, tapi kena keluar jugak lar satu level.. takper.. takper.. this is good already.

    oh tomorrow nite, besides movie at empire cinema, am going out for the mall. nak p jln2 carik souvenir.. suma dok claim ni.. esp yg tgh celebrate bday still today..

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY ETON!

    k lar.. that's all folks.. until next scribble.. (tgk lar kalo rajin esok lak)

    Posted at 09:44 pm by chomel
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    Thursday, October 29, 2009
    biz trip to bsb next week

    going there early next  week, depart on sunday. going to stay at the empire for 2 nights. any suggestion for good luncheon place to bring my clients? besides the empire itself... err.. what else one could do in brunei at night? esp weeknight?

    anyho... been busy these couple of weeks. wrapping up Q4 and planning up for 2010, wooohooo interesting and wonderful year 2010 is going to be!

    went to bukit bintang just now. meeting one of the clients. alhamdullillah, got to understand my clients better...

    k.. ngantuk... until next time.

    to do: movies (2012, cloudy with a chance of meatballs) dvds (grey's anatomy season5) books (sophie kinsella's twenty something, gotta finish dato's ismail kamus indahnya hidup bersyariat) oh ya, i'm moving in to a new house next month.. woohoo!

    Posted at 01:25 am by chomel
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    Tuesday, September 29, 2009
    shopping after raya...

    ha ha... before raya sibuk nak settlekan family, sampai tak sempat nak shopping utk diri sendiri... last2 after raya balas dendam! ;) tadi p metrojaya, bought myself some new tops.

    lately, on fb, there are lots more old buddies that i met again. seronok, and at the same time i do feel inadequate bit... they all now happy with their own families, with secured jobs and all... and me... i dunno..

    oh, and guess who did i met at MPH? it's gerry! the guy i used to bahasakan diri adik.. eheh asal muda skit dari aku, aku panggil adik. kamcing gak dgn dia dulu masa utp, and dunno why, whenever i think of him, i teringat time ptg2 balik dari basketball court dgn dia sambil sembang2. masa kat utp dulu takde ler pandai pegang basketball ni, sebab sedar diri ni cute :D tapi masa kat slb aritu, slalu lepas tensi dgn basketball, biorlar susah nak masuk, tapi srunok

    oh ya, back to gerry, actually i did not meet him in person, but i saw a book he wrote, rahsia jutawan lelong. wow... i'm impressed and i bersyukur and happy for him.

    besides that book, also got the pink book by aziah jasmin.

    Posted at 02:29 am by chomel
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    Wednesday, September 23, 2009
    fave quote
    Friday, July 17, 2009
    have you ever accidentally drank someone else's drink at the movie? I DID!

    oh my... the embarassment, the yuckie effect...

    it happened during Transformer 2 at Mid GSC, well... went there with Mira & Cilah, the best part was, we went for a chill out saturday morning. Friday nite already book the tix, so that sat morning, me & mira lepak for McD breakfast, in front of GSC.

    oh ya back to the yuckie story. i was so engrossed with Transformer 2, Cilah bought the big Coke and big popcorn, interchangebly parked between three of us. i was at the far left, mira in the middle, and cilah on her right. OUR Coke was last parked btw me & mira, until that part that Sam & Mikaela got ambushed and Sam lied almost lifeless, then i accidentally grab a Coke on my LEFT (instead of my RIGHT), and automatically i sip it!

    my goodness, the embarassment, luckily it was a malay gal as well, but still... i've got to cover my face with my shawl! oh the drama queen

    anyway, next week, Harry Potter! i'll behave this time, promise... :)

    current doing? oh ya, anyone in KL can tell me where can i get the new celcom 2Gb USB modem? Mid Valley, Bukit Bintang... out of stock! could you believe it?? for two weeks, i patah kaki no net connection, oh ya, Maxis boredband wirelies, ops, broadband wireless, i've disconnected it already. senang hati makcik!

    and currently researching on Public Mutual Ittikal fund.

    that's all folks... see ya!

    Posted at 11:17 pm by chomel
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    Monday, June 08, 2009
    ooh.. menceceh.. menceceh... menceceh...

    ahaks.. actually, me got nothing much to babble.. (waaa impressive! since when? cat got your tounge dear?)

    really nothing much.. just feel like dropping by.. i'm on 'lite n easy' mode Wink

    ouh.. orgot to menceceh on my birthday... it was okay.. got choc cake fm secret recipe... unfortunately.. most the kiddies got flu n fever.. so, the celebration also slow n steady... check fb for pix ;)

     

    Posted at 11:32 pm by chomel
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    Saturday, May 30, 2009
    Letting go… after hmmm about 2 years plus - my monologue

    Two more days to go to my 30th birthday

    I miss him

    I miss the love that I've used to have with him

    I truly don't want him in my life anymore, but I think I'm ready to forgive him…

    I wish him happiness.

    Only after almost 2 years… (I think so… I don't care anymore how long it was… that's good…)

    I want to remember the best things I got from that relationships…

    I still also remember the hurtful things he'd done to me…

    The lies, the cheatings, the hurtful words

    The last birthday wish… merely an sms of the birthday song… I remember that because my birthday is coming so soon…

    But that's okay I guess… because I remember my other birthdays that we've celebrated together…

     

    I remember the way he made me feel so special, so loved…

    I remember the way he made me feel so happy, so blessed with the love

    I thank him for those sweet memories… and those all are left as memories…

    I'm moving on… and praying that Allah gives me one more chance…

    To love,

    To be loved,

    To be and feel so special again,

    To be and feel so blessed with love again

    To be and feel protected

    To be and feel precious and adored

    Once again…

    And this time, it's a true one, and last forever, hingga syurgaNya… insyaAllah

    Posted at 06:25 pm by chomel
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    Wednesday, May 13, 2009
    looking for 'pep me up'... i got the blues

    help me... i still got the blues... uhuks...

    somebody... cheer me up.. puhlissss....

     

    Posted at 08:31 pm by chomel
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    Thursday, February 12, 2009
    the man i respect

    Posted at 09:00 pm by chomel
     

    Thursday, January 15, 2009
    just feel like singing...

    my feel good songs... ;)

    Posted at 11:23 pm by chomel
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